
image stolen from paulshope.com
i have a friend who sings in a worship group i’m part of, and her birthday was a few days ago. i’m not always so good at thinking of a gift that’s both worth giving and appropriate. it takes me a lot of thought and still sometimes i get it wrong. christian paraphernalia gets old fast, and i don’t know her enough to know what she has and doesn’t have anyway.
so while i was thinking about it, i remembered something jennie riddle had said in a session on songwriting. she was suggesting ways to “use your gift”, in addition to the ones that seem obvious. one of them was to write a song to give as a gift.
now i typically get either a complete concept for a song, or the main words, or a substantial part of the music, all in one rush. then i labor for weeks, months, or years getting it done. well, on the day of my friend’s birthday, i got a picture for a song – just the concept, no words or melody. a day later i got a line or two driving to work. on the way home i got the rest of the words and the melody and knew how it should feel. i played with them for a couple more hours, then (about 1:30 a.m.) i dropped by my ersatz studio and recorded it.
i just did acoustic guitar and a single voice track. the guitar on the track is the first take, no punch-ins, and isn’t half bad. i’d clean up one or two places and that would be all. it’s not even my “good” guitar (which is loaned out), but it sounded ok.
the vocal i did need to punch in two or three times because i was still changing up the words and phrasing as i was singing it. after the fact, listening to it in the trucklet on the way home, i realized i’d overdriven the vocal track in a few places and had some nasty digital distortion. i’ll clean that up this and give my friend a fresh copy.
but the cool part to me is this. it’s one of my favorite songs i’ve written in years, and it was less than 48 hours, concept-to-completion. if i wasn’t so tired and hadn’t had to get up for work the next morning i’d have given it a better critical ear that night and done a really good job instead of just ok (the vocal track issue is going to bug me until i fix it).
just to fill you in on the concept, i was thinking about the way i love my kids, especially my girls. and i was thinking about the specialness of those relationships – how there are so many aspects that go far beyond words. and what i was feeling was god saying, “that’s the way i feel about your friend. she’s special to me. i get excited just hearing her voice, and when she wants to spend time with me i just melt”
and even now, just thinking about that, makes me cry a bit. god is a good, good daddy!
so, i don’t know that you’ll ever get to hear the song. since i gave it as a gift i don’t feel at liberty to share it with anyone other than the recipient. but, it’s a good one, and you’ll probably have it on your playlist in eternity!
i already wrote and thanked jennie for the idea. it is absolutely brilliant, really. if god actually gave you a gift for writing songs (or doing any other creative thing), you shouldn’t save it for when you can get “exposure”. bless someone with it! it is infinite, not finite. use it!